Guess what?
All i ever wanted was just a simple girl that will listen to my rant and all, letting me open up to all the unhappiness i have. I thought i had that girl, i really do.. I’m sorry, i’m just that unreasonable and everything. Not a good boyfriend at all. A nerdy stupid, fugly one.
P.S/ i feel like the things i’m doing is never enough to make you happy but instead creating even more unhappiness for you.
Sigh..
Sometimes things are better to be left unsaid than causing unhappiness in your life..
Think, cry, sleep. If I’ve done it before, I can do it again.
I should learn to never voice out like last time again. Maybe this will lessen your happiness a lot more bah.
I just don’t wanna lose you…
Broken..
Things will never go the way we want it to be.
Am I too much? Or do we just don’t think the same way?
When situation gets tough, all we know is to run away from problems. How about when couples gets too many problems? Does breaking up solve everything?
I don’t wanna lose you and I’m afraid that I will. But what can I do? We’re both tired of everything…
If I learn to look at things at a brighter side, will things get better? Or will you just take me for granted?
Love. 4 letters word yet it’s so difficult to achieve it to the fullest.
If 1 day we were to lose each other, I wonder will you want me back like how I will do it.
I wonder will you feel happier without me.
Am I really just a burden?
I wish I knew all these. I really really wish…
I thought we would be perfect together, I thought I’d never need to tell my life story to another guy again. But the future suddenly seems so unclear to me.
Maybe to you now, I’m no longer the girl that you yearned for. I think, you’ve met the wrong girl.
I can never be confident in relationship anymore.. Because I guess every single one of it will never be a life long one anymore..
I needs your hug so much right now, but I guess you just won’t know about it…
Every time when I’m feeling sad, all I need is a hug, that’s all..
I’m sorry for causing so much unhappiness to your life. I’m sorry….
Relationship?
Sometimes you just want to be felt special from that special person but they feels that you’re depriving them from their life and you’re tying them too tightly.
I don’t know what to do for us to have the best of both worlds.
Maybe I should just keep quiet from things that I’m unhappy about and not to voice out anymore.
The more honest you are at times the harder the situation will be.
I just wish for more time from you to spend with me.
But to you it’s always I’m tying you down too hard.
What’s a relationship? I’m tired of it. The more I tries to be a better girlfriend, the more things always get backfired in the end.
I feel that I’ll eventually lose you one day when initially I always thought that you’re gonna be my last….
